sighh * have been cryin to bed nowadays .
i dun wan that ! i wan to have a healthy lyfe ~
* cries *




ytd . went singin with manman .
sangsangsang till 11pm . took alot of pics fer dhat day ..
tot my condition gettin better . bud halfway thru singin .
can feel that my skin is gettin v dry lerhs . ~ haii .
den dear came all the way to ms . passed me my mum's card .
*touched* . den he go cine liaos ~ .
cos i told him no nid fetch me hme .
yileen asked us play mahjong ..
budd i cant . sighh . cos of my skin .
afraid it will worsen since i'm stayin overnight .
thus rejected .. v neijiu oso .
cos she asked me go mahjong alot of times.ler .
bud i CANT ! ARGHH!

next wk he cumin over my hse acc me .
since i cant go out anymore till recovered~
dun dare face him either .. duno wad will happen .
feel lyke cryin ~ felt so much lyke dyin ytd night .
can just jump off the building like dhat .
budd . still haf my loved ones .. my dear that i cant bear with..

no-one will understand how i feel right now.
dis is my WORST down-fall ..
i cant go out . i cant play mahjong . i cant do anitink i wan !
i'm DARN sad now .

the feeling sucks . realli ..
nobody knows .